The end of the semester is almost here. I really don’t think I’m ready for it either. The usual doctrine of cramming for final exams doesn’t apply this semester. I only have one exam. I have two papers, a huge project and a large presentation though. I think projects and papers might be even more stressful than exams. I have a constant guilt about not working on them even though they aren’t due for about 2 weeks. This is made all the worse because keeping my scholarship depends on me maintaining straight A’s this semester. I’m on the border in many of my classes, so my grades will most likely come down to my finals. I’m crossing my fingers and hoping everything works out.
I’m really looking forward to this summer. It’s basically the same as last summer. I’m living in an apartment, taking a class and working. I’m continuing my research job from last summer. I’ve worked there for almost a whole year, which is the longest I’ve ever worked somewhere straight. I’ll be able to dedicate more time to work this summer, which is nice since I’ve been a bit of a disappointment with all the distraction of the stress of school. I’m hoping I’ll actually be able to live up to all the expectations put on me.
Classes are always easier in the summer. I’m not sure if it’s because it’s only one class as opposed to 5 or if they are actually more laid back, but they are definitely more enjoyable in the summer. I’m taking statistics. I’m really hoping it will be easier because math is not my forte.
All in all, I’m looking forward to spring semester being over and I’m really excited for the summer. If all the goes well, the semester will end well and the summer will live up to my expectations.
